Tired and uninspired

At the moment my life is at that "comfortable" state. Everyday is the same routine, it's become so repetitive that I feel like I'm not going anywhere. So one night after my parents "meeting" at our house, I came down hearing my dads ipod playing. On his ipod was playing Christmas music! Oh how my heart filled up with so much joy! (cheesy moment) So I blasted that shit and just started dancing and singing along while Rodney just laughed and joined with his famous booty shaking. It reminded me that my favorite part of the year is coming up . The part where all of the holidays are lined up, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and then New Years! Is it weird that I get so giddy? Well as I was saying about how life is a bit bland at the moment but don't get me wrong, I love how my life is and I do realize I should keep in mind that I need to "work and then play", but I just have to be more patient about finding out what's in store for my future. Sigh...

Buuuuut back to being all giddy now lol I seriously LOVE the cold! Maybe not FREEZING cold but you know what I mean. Just breathing in that cold fresh air is so invigorating! It's also my favorite fashion season, scarves, gloves,long sleeves, tights, ankle boots, boots in general, coats, jackets,hats, etc. etc. Now I just need to buy all those things, anyone up for fall/winter shopping ;)

Wait, let me explain myself

So...reason why I don't blog as much is basically cause I am TOO DAMN LAZY! I've said this plenty of times before I'm sure (ha that rhymed =D) but never really explained why. I take A LOT of picture of my day sometimes and I actually put time in editing them (not photoshoping, there is a diffrence lol =] ) then I have to upload them on slow ass photobucket, LASTLY I have to put them on here. Well...there you go.

Damn, I should be doing my ART2D homework like Rodney. I love using my Microns but they give me hand cramps! =( I'll post up our final projects...maybe.


さよなら suckaaaaas!!
I need to calm down...

Temporomandibular joint disorder

So,I found out that I have a disorder... a temporomandibular joint disorder also known as TMJ. Perfect.

Little Tokyo <3

Finally finished uploading the pictures from Little Tokyo three weeks ago ONLY but the rest will come...eventually. Well T.J., Rodney, Reann, Nikki, and I were in the mood in singing kareoke at Little Tokyo. We would use Rodney's but thing is that we sang pretty much all of the songs we know on there due to limited selections of songs. Before we got to the Honda center where the kareoke bar was, we picked up a few things. Ichiiko, oh Ichiiko, why did you make me smash on all those snacks Rodney and T.J. bought! At least I wasn't alone =) After singing our hearts out (especially T.J) we headed back home but of course not without eating at a sit down! On the way back the Trios just were having a party in the back of the van, dancing in our seats and singing along with T.J and his co-pilot Rodney. The night ended with...wait nevermind I don't remember that part... Anyways on with the show!

That thing on the left side is Re-ann's tongue

Pilot and co-pilot

Typical

Yet again, typical hahaha

On the way to Little Tokyo

Trios <3

ほんだ Center

きれいね！！

Kareoke +

Ichiiko +

T.J.=

...this! hahah

Down the hatch

hatches is more like it

I was just killing those strawberry Hi-Chews and apple gummys!

Still killin them...

Chu<3

hahahah! This fool...

Rodney my love, you are too funny...hahaha

Ichiiko made me red and ripped =(

It's ok! He was our driver for the night.

Oh how I miss you so Nikki!! <3>
I don't remember taking this...

I also don't remember what we were looking at

"You're a jerk" ...She is though, just kidding Re-ann! >:)

Hi baby, how you feeling? =)

わたしは の おにいちゃん！

Wuh!

おやすみ！！

So...

My blogs previous template got messed up...dammmmnnn iiittt! I TRIED to fix it but there was no use. So thus...this new look for my blog.

And yes, it's Chouji-kun...again. =)

Today I am now a Momo's Sushi AND Sakura Ichi server

Recently I've been hired at Momo's Sushi as a server for every Friday and Saturday nights. Although, before I found Momo's I submitted an app at Sakura Ichi buuut I gave it to them about 3 weeks before and just got a call yesterday. So, I was a bit suprised because usually after a week without a call, you pretty much didn't get the job. Well, the manager did mention he was on vacation...hm. Anyways, I still work at Momo's but only Saturday nights and my first day at Sakura's is Tuesday morning. Come visit one day! =)







http://sakuraichi.com/

I will advertise for Momo's later :) hahaha

愛してる！！

Upcoming Blogs

• Kareoke bar at Little Tokyo with family and Rodney
• Trio pictures <3
• Yosemite
• Birthday pictures at Bishamon
• Some random pictures of summer of 2009

Warning, long but deep post..."That's what she said"-Freakin Re-ann

My 19th birthday is creeping up, I started to think about a lot of things...naturally more of my past, lessons I've learned and how I use to be. Looking back I remembered all the screw ups, all the break ups, all the ups and fucken downs and thought..."I regret nothing...nothing at all". We all know we make mistakes blah, blah, blah, blah, BLAH it's not what mistakes we made that's important...to me, it's more of how you dealt with them and what you do from then on. The way I use to deal with shit was...well, stupid. I mean common, I was a kid although I still have A LOT to learn in order for me to become an "adult".

I look at my old pictures of when I was about eh...12 and up and I notice how drastically I have changed, physically and mentally. Being the shy, low self esteem, push over girl I was, made my life SUCK. Of course I had my whole St. Edwards group, Re-ann as well as those significant others who I met at Centennial who truly had an impact in my life ( Polin, Danny,Kathy,Ryan,Carlos and a few others) who helped ease the pain as well as keeping me sane.

It obviously wasn't healthy for me to think so lowly of myself and mid of senior year after being cheated on gave me one of the biggest slap of my life. At first I still held on to my old habit, blaming myself, thinking what the hell I did...ha the thing is I didn't do SHIT. That was it, that was when I started putting up my fist, not taking anymore crap and thinking more about...me. Before I would think, "No one deserves to be treated badly, no one" but I never included myself in that thought. It took me so long for me to figure out that I too deserve that same respect I give everyone else. Here I am now, with my head held up high with a big genuine grin across my face and optimistic thoughts in my head. I've also learned that anyone who threatens my happiness or my self esteem are those who I avoid, one of the biggest reasons why I avoided many in senior year.

Throughout our lives we meet many those "special individuals" who impact your life in some way. For me, those who impacted my life were the ones I've met at good ol' St. Edwards. Jeanine, Almalita, Ryan, Andrew, Ashley, Geoff, Annalisa, Joseph, Brian and Byron...you guys have been with me for almost more than half of my life and I cannot be more grateful. Although we don't get to see each other much, you are still my family.

After becoming a stronger happier person, I met one of the most amazing guy...Rodney. I've always told him "You may not be my first boyfriend but you are my first love" Corny right? But completely true. Past relationships were when I didn't even know how to love myself, so how did I expect to actually "love" someone else. It's because none of it was real like this one. Rodney you are the first guy to love, cherish, respect and most of all be honest with me. You already know how much I care and love you but thank you again...for everything.

Re-ann you and me may get into fights but we ALWAYS get over it within minutes. You're my best friend and that's all I have to say because you already know why I love you.

T.J my おにいちゃん, I wouldn't be the person I am today without you! You truly help me when I don't know what to do and I always know you're there for me, to beat up anyone who hurts me hahah.

Bottom line is that I love all of you so much! <3

ごめんなさい for such a long and boring post
but whatever, it is my blog :)